The Sound Of A Text

Everyday at school
My mind is clustered and filled
With the hope that you messaged me
But everyday
When i get home from school
And i check my messages
I realize
You won't be messaging again
It's hard to accept
That you are busy
Since we live so far away
But you never message back
Untill my temper is at
It's highest peak.
I yell, and i scream
Sending hateful words at you
That i never imagined saying to someone
And i am left with the shame
As you walk away
For hurting you in such a way
I overreact
And let myself explode
For no reason at all
It's just i miss
The sound
When you text back
I miss the words
That comfort me when
I feel as if to die
And i miss the person whom i love
That i wanted in my life
But I am left
Without the sound
Of A text