Pain is always
Inside my heart
Sometimes
It is there for
No reason at all
But other times
There are multiple
Reasons
It lingers always
Whenever I ignore it
And it always brings
Me even farther down
Than before
I feel broken
In shards so sharp
That cut my insides
Every time
I open up
But there is
No reason for it
To be that way
For my life
Is perfect in others' eyes
How can perfect
Be so painful?
And how could it have
Gotten this way?
It has always
Been this way
I am just now
Finally old enough
To distinguish it
And to realize
How it could
Effect me
But i want it gone
And nonexistent
And i want to feel
Normal
I want to have
SCAR-FREE
Skin
And a real smile
And be able to
Say that i
Am free and
Happy
But that is
Way too much
To ask
And no matter how
Much i wish
I will remain the same
Forever
Pain-inflicted
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