Joe

You're finally gone forever,
And my heart is unprepared.
Everything is gone,
Along with all the love we shared.

I thought your love was fake,
For it was too good to be true.
I realize my mistake,
As I'm forced to live without you

I told everyone about you,
Then their opinions mixed with mine.
My heart was unable
To tell you what's inside

You make me so happy,
When you held me tight.
What am i going to do,
Without that light?

I know you don't care,
That I'm dying each day
My feelings are numb
As my heart decays.

Why would you scar me
With your presence of love?.
It takes everything I have,
Not to try to get above.

Death feels like the answer,
Since I no longer have to hold on.
I know, love, that
You'll smile when I'm gone.

You told me to stay,
Everytime I wanted to leave.
I no longer have to
As I once again grieve.

Will these wrists stay scarred
Or will they get wounded in your absence?
You kissed them always,
Whenever life was tense.

So for departure,
I have to say I love you.
Even though you're gone,
I know you love me, too.

To The One I Thought I loved

I bleed from the inside out
That causes immense pain.
I take a different route,
As mother-nature makes it rain.

You've manipulate me,
If you long for exact explanation.
But that is nothing new;
I've known since we dated.

I knew it would happen,
As i watched you shrivel over time.
But i kept on laughing
And claimed you were mine.

I watched our intimacy
Fade slowly as the clock ticked.
I knew you loved me,
And you knew I couldn't be fixed.

The feelings I've felt
Overpower my mind.
The shame's like a belt,
Coming right from behind

I know that I can never fix this,
And everything else will be a lie.
I miss the bliss,
That came from inside.

So departure is in play,
As I fuck up once again
I wish you would stay
But this is the end